No wonder I am often stressed. The more I observe the more ideal but false images of myself that I found.
When I wake up at this holiday, I am imagining I will be energetic and then do some sports and do many other fruitful things. In other word, I portray myself as a diligent person which in reality is not. I am lazy in nature. And so I need to learn to accept it. Yes, more diligent is needed but until I accept where I am now, it is hard to move.
Similarly, when I found my friend being congratulated happy birthday and I didn't know, I felt something wrong. Why? Perhaps because I also like to portray myself as a caring person while in reality I actually care more about myself and my image.
Another part is that I am not good in certain things, such as being firm or skillful. But I always want to be like them who have their skills without acknowledging I am not like them. There are certain things I need and can improve while there are many others beyond me.
So today let's continue to accept who I actually am.
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