Yesterday I felt down and projected that today would be a bad day again. It is by God’s grace to keep trying what we can do. This morning I tried to drink ginger tea as a friend suggested to overcome sleepiness. Not sure about in the future but at least it worked today.
I was afraid to ask my boss about the slide yesterday. But end up asked him and then made slight modifications. After that was tough. Then in the afternoon, I managed to stay awake and go through the meeting from 1 to 5 pm. After that it was a relief but again I fell into procrastination and easily feel frustrated.
I managed to wash my cup and went back home with a good feeling. Now I am feeling a bit down again as I feel I haven’t done much on my supposed to be better timing. One thing to be grateful is that by now I have prepared the clothes for pilates tomorrow, something that I committed after last Friday morning rush.
Again, I am not sure about tomorrow. It can be down again. It can be up for a while, or it can be forgetting about up and down and focus on what I can do.
One thing to remember is that there is no benefit of worrying. Do something about them. Be happy so that I can make others happy. Accept myself and be humble to learn the skills that I am now behind.
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