It has been 3 years since our wedding on 7 June 2014. Last year we celebrated in Salzburg & Vienna while this year we had the chance to have it in Florence, San Gimignano, and Siena.
To my wife, thank you for being with me, for accepting who I am while encouraging me to be better everday.
As you said today, practice makes perfect. I admire your desire to practice making video, something that you just pick up for our trip this time.
May it reminds me to practice too. Both for our marriage such as finding gifts or deciding itinerary or house viewing and for myself in expressing my thoughts (today is my first post this month) and in getting up from my failures.
The past one year has been an even higher fluctuation of myself, from depressed to make other people depressed. I was still high after our trip last year (albeit with shingles) but on September and October I slumped into a deep down side of me before picking up again in December during our trip.
This year was positive for the first months before I started to be angry when receiving feedback, as if I am not good enough.
Currently I am still up and down as just I was cranky two days ago and yesterday.
My perfectionism, anxiety, and pride is still tough to handle. But instead of coming up with excuses, may I practice everyday to handle them and find ways to overcome it.
Happy 3rd wedding anniversary to my beloved wife!
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