Practising problem solving

Two days ago I re-committed to learn to solve problems. Today the problems start to come and I feel overwhelmed.

First, it started well. I managed to wake up before the alarm and directly went to take a shower. I also managed to leave home on time and reach the polyclinic on time. Then the problem came, I remembered my appointment date wrongly. It is supposed to be next week. So I went to office.

It started to be challenging and I started to do one of the to-do list. Then a decision was to be made and I became shaky. I also was too absorbed of myself during lunch including the sleepiness. I could feel the stoning was coming. It became better but the feeling was there.

I wanted to decide about tomorrow’s meeting at 3 pm. But it did not happen. I promised to leave office at 5.40 pm but ended up leaving at 6.30 pm using the last shuttle bus because I stoned again. After that I regretted both the decision of not going back early and not canceling the meeting.

I became angry and disappointed of myself. Here is the real problem to solve. On which one I follow, my emotion or the truth. Which one do I focus, my failures or what I can do? Remember the truths, keep fighting.