When we have so many things to do

Recently my minds are full of thoughts with what to do next. My to-do-list is very long. Interestingly, I don't do any when I finally have the time to do.

There are several reasons. First, I am overwhelmed. Sometimes I see movies where the character is trapped wit huge amount of money loans. The feeling is full of hopeless. It is as if no matter what we do, we still cannot clear them all. In my case, my list of things to do is more than the budget in terms of time.

Second, my priorities are not clear. Every thing seems to be important. I can't decide which one to do first and then bear the consequences in doing others at a later time.

Third, I expect too much of myself. I want to do things very fast, at a rate that is unrealistic. Or I want to do multiple things at the same time such as listening to online course while checking my e-mails or whatsapp. I also tend to accept other requests even though I am already full.

I am not sure which one to act upon. But it is important to change at least one habit. Focus on something small first.