When I am stressed or too tired, I will stone, namely just stare or let my mind fly somewhere. Probably it is not wrong, but it does not work for me. My organization skill is not good without writing or talking aloud that the ideas come in stoning just would not be optimal. In addition, I am also not someone who can brainstorm while stationary - a trait of kinetics learner. It is also not a mode of rest for me.
So why do I choose to do that? I think because I have a false hope. I am so frustrated that I want to give up in doing things, and by not doing anything, I hope that there can be miracle, that somehow the problem is fixed by itself. Well, this is not impossible as our God is gracious. But at the same time, He is also God who said seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened. In other word, we need to be active in seeking for solutions, in seeking another door that will be opened when one is closed. What if we are very tired? He is also God who said come to Him and He will give us rest. This means that there is actually no point of stoning and staring for blank. We are encouraged to pray and say anything that we worry about. And if we are really tired, it means that we need to do other activity such as a break by doing something else, or sleep.
In summary, there is no point for me of not deciding what to do and just stay stationary. I need to move on and choose what to do next and what to let go. This is a habit that I need to build on.
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