Recently I am stressed again because I have so many things that I want to do and learn. I want to do several improvement projects in office. I wish to take several more interns. I want to learn Python programming language. I want to learn the stuffs in the new roles I take on. I want to use the social learning platform. I want to learn about color science, image processing algorithms, statistics, data analysis, and so on. The problem is that I am a slow learner. It's quite difficult for me to learn very fast. Also, I am easily distracted. So it's hard when I want to learn so many things. This is not counting those outside of office where I want to learn setting up a business, learn music, learn about C#, want to do research, and still want to mentor other people.
The problem is that it is too much and my real interest is not clear. One said that if we are really interested in something, we will put efforts to learn and have the desire to keep using it. But now it's as if I do things for the sake of doing, or learn for the sake of learning. After learning something, I don't put it in use. So I end up with still being unable to do it. Or when I really need it, I already forget.
Things start to look bleak again. But the difference is that this is not the first time. Remember, being sad or stressed about this is not useful. We need to find a small new good habit to implement. Write down the purpose before doing stuffs, stick to the allocated time, and focus at one thing at a time.
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