Again, I feel that I am too busy to write. This is my first post in November even when there are so many things that I have learned this month. For example, by God’s grace, I learnt a lot during my trip to Bangkok earlier this month. Also, there is re-org happening in my department. I had a wonderful cell group session last Saturday. At the same time, I know some people who are struggling. My counseling continues well and asks me to rethink the way I prioritize. My office is going to move soon to the new building. In short, there are so many things that are happening. But somehow I feel I am too busy to write.
What I was trying to say was perhaps that I do not want to slow down. When I do not even want to spend 5 minutes to write, that means I do not want to slow down in any way that I am doing. I want to keep doing things, switching to another task right after I am done. I do not want to pause and write my thoughts, my worries, my exhaustions, or the things I am grateful of.
After this, I need to write feedback to five of my colleagues. It is going to be tough. But I guess the idea is to just write what my thoughts are just like finally I took the courage to write down these thoughts no matter how immature or how incomplete it is. I just want to write, organize my thoughts as I am writing instead of waiting them to be very organized. So, let’s get back up again, write small, take the courage of being imperfect.
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