What else make it hard to write

This is my second post this month. I did not manage to write again for the past two days.

I forgot why I did not write on Tuesday night although I had something to write about - the experience of having my bag trapped by the mrt door in Dover that caused me to press the emergency button and had to go to Joo Koon for the door to open again.

As for yesterday, I did not write because I was too angry for myself. Because I was busy replying e-mail, I did not check the message from my wife resulting me miss the train where she was in. How stupid I am! That’s what I told me myself. How could you do that, another scoulding to myself. Thank God that I managed to handle that strong emotion and accepted the fact that it took time to cool down just the way my red ear needed time to recover on last Tuesday due to the nervousness and embarrassment of my trapped bag. So at the end I did not write yesterday night.

Today I almost did not write because I am too tired. At 9.30 pm I was too sleepy that I decided to sleep for a while. It was because I woke up again that I finally can start writing again.

I also need to remind myself that I am not doing this for quota or for avoiding the lowest record of number of writing. But let this be one of the way for me to stop and to reflect my excitements and re-prioritize.