I missed the courage to write just for 5 minutes. Recently, I felt that I can't stand doing something, even for just 5 minutes, when I am anxious. The feeling is just not nice that I do not think I can do something if that feeling does not go away. I need to remember that my mind is being tricked in a sense that there is no real danger. Also, that it is also possible for me to do something like here when I decide that I can do something in 5 minutes. It is of course not perfect, but doing is better than perfect. So the question is that am I willing to have hope for just 5 minutes? Hope that even if I do not know what to write. Or even if I think I will write longer than the allocated time, I am willing to take the risk and face the uncertainty to see what would be written down after five minutes.
It is like I doubt everything that I do now, and I keep regretting whatever I decided to do. Well, as mentioned before, this is a habit and is it realistic to expect that habit can be changed overnight?
Also, do I just believe on something only if I can see or feel a proof of that? Isn't there are certain things that can only be seen or felt only after we take the steps?
So likewise, can I believe on the truth in the Bible that God is with us, even if I cannot see it? Let's have hope and believe in Jesus.
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