It's Hard to Maintain Writing

Somehow it's not easy to go back to writing 5 minutes a day. Everyday I am either too down to write as I am too occupied of myself or to busy trying to do something when I feel better. 

It is a reminder that a good habit takes efforts to maintain. My desire for duolingo and helloChinese starts decreasing although I was used to play them to run away for sometimes.

There are days where I could tell myself  that uncomfortable feelings are there and we can just watch them without reacting too much such as panic. But it is not easy to maintain. 

Perhaps it is a reminder to balance and not to fall between two extremisms: not doing at all or to do something perfectly. A good reminder from my best friend is that it does not mean we need to be exactly in the center. And it can move as well within the healthy range. 

So I am not sure whether tomorrow is up or down. One thing to remember is not to give up because there is hope in Jesus in the midst of hopeless circumstances.