Embracing Challenges Again

Today is the first day after I commit myself to start over. As expected, things are not easy. I feel sleepy in the morning. And I was unsure what to do. I wrote a prayer, something I stopped for a week. It is not magic and so I still felt anxious. 

Likewise, it is very difficult for me to concentrate both during conference call and during free time. During lunch time I tried practicing focusing on the now rather than the worries I have in work.

It is still hard to check whatsapp and e-mail. It was also hard to keep writing as I dozed off in the middle. 

It was also not easy to make decisions when given the choice. Now it is sleepy again. I am not sure what will happen tomorrow. One thing for sure is that it is not easy but not as awful as I thought.