Today is the first of April which means that I did not write any single post for the month of March. In addition, there was only 1 post in February. That is an indicator on how my procrastination level increased and the inability to get things done in a good enough manner. Everyday seems to be not good enough with missed deadlines and opportunities. Making decision becomes tougher and the fear of making wrong decision grows stronger.
Mistakes by mistakes happen with little done to reflect upon to learn from them. It is as if I am not able to learn from mistakes and keep doing them. Many helps have been given to me but it seems that I myself am not helping. In this situation, I can only remind myself not to quit during stormy days. At the same time I need to make sure that I do not do things that indirectly force the situations that would make me quit.
In any case, I need to remember to face the problems, not run away from them. I need to lower down my expectations and progress slowly even when I cannot see the progress.
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