Today is the 3rd consecutive Saturdate thanks to my wife who allocates time for us to have meal outside just the two of us. I am very thankful for her encouragements every time we go out. It also serves as a time to reflect on what has happened in the past one week.
Last week she helped me to see clearly that being stressed may be part of me. So the question is whether I want to be stressed & not working or stressed but working. That is true as even when I am not working I still feel stressed.
Another thing that I realize is that I need to continue to build my willingness to fight. It seems that I give up too easily. Like today I also received an article that fear is always part of our life. The question is that are we willing to fight the fear and trust God or not.
Nowadays I could not think clearly and fast. In other word, I become a normal person who needs time to prepare and learning is painful. So the question is again am I willing to fight and keep practicing no matter how painful it is is? Or am I going to give up?
Also, now that I not only have a wife but also a daughter, am I willing to fight for them? Yes, things may not change and I am not sure whether I can keep my work. But again the difference is that do I want to fight and give my best or do I just give up again?
Remember, God is always be with us. The question is that whether we are willing to let Him work by fighting our portion? Or are we just relying on ourselves that when things get tough, we give up? I do not know how I will be doing in the coming two weeks where deadlines are coming. But let’s fight to the best I can, overcome or at least face my fears instead of running away from them.
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