As I have many progresses this year, I somehow become proud of myself and it is getting harder to be humble and acknowledge that there are so many things I need to change myself.
At home, sometime I focus too much on my progress this year where it seems that I can handle my emotion better in the sense that I am less stressed and frustrated. However, I forgot that my problem is my tendency to be too tired, too depressed, or too busy when I am at home. Being able to prevent me getting too depressed does not mean that I am automatically free from being too tired or too busy. If not taken any action, there will be days where I am busy in front of computer and other days where I sleep early. This reminds me to not take additional commitments easily and second to manage my time for doing something too long while I can move forward.
In office, it is also similar. Some of my technical knowledge and skills have increased in the last one month. Now I can give some constructive comments to my mentees. The problem is that I forgot that there are still so many things to do for me to keep being by the owner of my own progress. For example, when I talked to senior in office, I only focus on the answers I got right instead of asking the reasons behind him saying so and so.
So, let’s be hamble, do not compare myself as to others. Remember, to make change, it requires efforts.
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